strange

It’s weird when i look at it now. Ive freelanced for 6-7 years now, no paycheck, no office, no security, no idea what im going to do tomorrow, no idea where rent is coming from, etc.

Now that i have a semi sturdy contract, all i do is fear the termination of my contract and scared of the comfortable life i had before.

It’s weird when you type it all out like that. I’m scared of not having to worry? Oh well, i’m always terrified, always will be. Guess i’ll just wait the next few months, probably get fired and it’ll be back to the freelance lifestyle of morning pabst, no bosses and living the rogue webdesigner life.

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