i really need to start doing this more often…i had a very very very beautiful day of walking through the park while calling friends who i hadn’t talked to in a while.

saw the most beautiful sunset over the lake while talking to my new friend. apparently last night i told her that i loved her and that isn’t the sort of thing you should say to people lightly…so it goes tho.

anyway, very nice day appreciating the beauty of the world…probably a little more intense then the other people in the park but still none the less.

talking with E while tripping really has me wondering about who i fundamentally really am…am i a good person…i feel like the things i do are mostly bad and end in pain and suffering for everyone so….yeah, i shouldn’t feel guilty and i wear black for a reason.

just need to practice discipline.