dear marla

i know you might not understand this but i really care for you. everytime i think about filling up the bath tub with piping hot water and slitting my wrists, i don’t think about my parents, friends and co-workers how much it would hurt them. Nobody loves me, it’s true, not like you do.
You’ve been there with me the last 7 years, through the worst of times…and through these also worse times. I’m sure you’ve been there through good times too but you probably remember me miserable as i am now.

Don’t worry though. Through thick and thin, i’m not going to take the easy route and give you up to a family member or friend. No matter what happens we’re going to stick together until you die way too young.

love toad