internet lonliness

Month: March 2006

  • the first step is to admit you have a problem

    i went out drinking last night. I brought along the concealed weapons badge. Im flashing it at the gas station when i pull out my credit card to buy my dinner of beer and beef jerky. They can’t read what it says, they just see the badge. Now nothing scares black people more then a…

  • odds in your favor

    Eric and Mary too me to a birthday party last night. We got there around 9 and i slowly realized that i was one of few straight men there. Eric says thats good for me. Normally i would agree but gay men dress so much better then straight men, therefore i was a natural disadvantage.…

  • jesus hates you

    he does. he told me. lonliness is not a phase, field of hate is where i graze. yup…….this is your new life. I forget sometimes how i have zero game without crackhore. Unless i can quickly reference my life to someone then i’m just another drunk asshole. Google is the mark of the beast. i…

  • insert song lyric or “ugh”

    insert boring ranting about being hungover more content about drinking the night before. drinking, drinking, drinking. content about how depressed i am. content thanking people who have helped my lame ass. drugs, drugs, drinking, drugs, content about strangers i met i while drunk

  • i don’t usually post links

    but this is fucking great  http://northmemphis.ytmnd.com/

  • March 21st 2006 – Marla enters her first liquor store.

     Around 9Pm I’m so fucking depressed and bored and whatever that it’s time to walk out into the cold…probably with a fever, to the liquor store. I walk there and I tie her up outside. They’re like “hey man, dogs can come in, it’s cool”. I go untie her, bring her in, buy gin and walk…

  • ooooooo these sour times

    CUZ NOBODY LOVES ME IT’S TRUE NOT LIKE YOU DO

  • New Orleans

    New Orleans Business Trip 1(Click For Pics) Alright, lets start in the beginning, which is a good place to start. I went to New Orleans last week to meet with some new clients who for some weird reason, want the toad to make their site.  I ride down there with Merritt and her mother. Merritt…

  • tv interview

    This was taken while i was interviewed by channel 5 at the Bush protest last year. You gotta love the hacker hat and the hoody with that sign. I wish she had got a pic of me where i was pointing at the camera and getting all furious. Picture by merritt.    

  • okay that thing about getting my life cleared up

    that isn’t working. the math of tomorrow is starting to scare me. what was going to be a “good night’s sleep” has turned into a “small nap before a long day”. it sucks no one is going to read this when i’m dead. If writing didn’t feel so good i would have stopped this last…