March 2004

i feel like i havn’t slept in a year. internal organs ache and i sit and try to convince myself that food sounds good.

stab stab stab, kill, kill, kill. whiskey whiskey whiskey

wooohooo! crackhore.com

having internet access kicks ass at least thats what i remember. i wake up at 6am….can’t go back to sleep once i wake up since every waking second of the day is spent working and consuming alcohol/drugs to make myself sleep again that night. it’s okay since it’s 6am, i’ll have a jump on the work day, lets go get […]

god this site sucks so bad, no updates, no pictures, no content, just orange, green and shit

im really really tired, can’t talk let alone type, going to sleep, i just want to mark this moment of esteem. nathan could have said he was going to bed or he was busy studing. instead he gave me a ride home, saving me from a inevitable walk thru the ghetto. i

hmmm this is a pretty cool site moderndrunkdardmagazine.com

hungover.

So last week i was hanging out with valerie’s friends, enjoying a quiet evening at the apartment. We’re all sitting around, watching tv, having a few drinks and light discussion. I casually mention how i have about 30 minutes after each meal before the shaking comes on. They laugh to themselves and then say “wait are you serious, do you […]