October 2007

mmmmmmm hehehehehe

i’ve been hitting the tori pretty hard lately. latest album is starting to get old already. i feel bad how she comes out with something new and i just wear it out. i don’t take it slow and only listen to it when i really want to. naw, i tear open that directory and eat up every mp3. anyway, was […]

got a new woman sitting next to me at work. kinda sad how fast the cubicles fill and empty. my 2 friends are gone and have been replaced already. our cube walls are really shallow so it’s like they are sitting in the same room with me. and even tho i have headphones, i still sing along. and i like […]

ive watched 10 minutes of the show k-ville. this is hilarious. it’s so accurate yet so stereotypical at the same time. so great….

So, it was October 5th, at 6:00 P.M. and I needed a shower. It was vacant, so I brought my towell and toothbrush in, turned the water on, but remembered I needed to make a phone call. I was already naked, so I just went to my room real fast, it’s only the next door down. I made the phone […]

i told a girl i work with about my site the other day. i don’t normally tell people about my site at work because, well, anyway. i kinda remembered what my past 3-4 posts consisted of and thought “maybe that was a mistake”. it’s one thing to talk to people at work but when you let them into the crackhore […]

i forgot this really great human interaction today. i’m outside my apartment about to start my run, trying to find the start of 10k days when a white truck pulls up and the window rolls down. now i’m 100% sober, really pissed because i want to kill myself and that’s not a great feeling. i want to start my run. […]

so today im at work desperately trying to keep my mind on work. i figure the more brain energy i can focus into work the less my brain will use to communicate with itself. it’s not getting easier. it’s part of the one really good trait in my personality, i hold myself to a very high moral standard. i have […]