October 2002

October 23, 2002

hehe

hehe back in memphis, yay, i missed all the crime, poverty and websites…. this is much better then the smokey mountains pics to come later today
October 18, 2002

not like you guys get a lot of updates anyway

im going out of town for a few days to tremont TN. I leave Kaleb in my apartment to watch my stupid physical possesions. gonna be intresting being gone for a few days…..i’m taking a photography tour so hopefully i’ll find a fellow alcoholic that i can drink with. only problem is the itineary(sp). breakfast is at 6am. i’m used […]
October 18, 2002

another unsober update

heh wow….so like most people, they have one life. They are the same person, day in, day out, they never put on a different face. Like you put on a semi different face for your job, etc but i have two completely different lives. Theres toad, the alcoholic, pothead, drug addict who stumbles through life trying to find excitement anywhere […]
October 17, 2002

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gawd, after another long night of drinking, i wake up, begin the hunt for my glasses which takes a little bit longer then usual. I find them under the bed, god knows how they got there. The morning glass of water is poured, complete with ice and i sit down at aim….
October 17, 2002

CNN.com – U.S.: North Korea admits nuke program – Oct. 15, 2002

we are all going to die soon thank god soon anthrax laced sniper missles will land on us and we’ll all die no more websites, no more dj’s, no more updates we will all die in our beds, over taxed in our shitty economy, while our president diverts attention to foreign affairs. oh well, i didn’t want to do anything […]
October 16, 2002

toad mental image of the day

toad, drunk, still dressed in his meeting clothes from earlier, screaming at his medicine cabinet and throwing a plastic comb at the mirror YOU WON’T HELP ME SLEEP! STUPID COMB! gawd, where are my sleeping pills when i’m physically addicted to them…… not sure it was his still their using his name, and she, gave him shelter….
October 16, 2002

i am the perfect boyfriend

aimgirl1: it’s a shame you’re not up here we could sit and be miserable together scoutmastertoad: yeah scoutmastertoad: it’s tough to be miserable with me tho aimgirl1: i’m sure it would end up in massive quantities of drugs being consumed scoutmastertoad: cuz i get off work at 6pm and i gotta jerk off twice before i go to sleep…around midnight […]
October 16, 2002

should i bring beer?

ian: i’ll be back after class, should i bring beer? toad: yeah! i’ll order pizza, you bring beer! ian: two forties? toad: yeah! ian: two forties a piece? toad: no hahaha just one should be cool ian: okay laters!
October 16, 2002

what are you doing

marsgodess1: so anything esle going on or are you just sitting alone being drunk scoutmastertoad: ugh absolutely nothing scoutmastertoad: came home from a meeting at 4pm scoutmastertoad: was really depressed scoutmastertoad: got drunk scoutmastertoad: now i’m just bored and drunk marsgodess1: exciting day scoutmastertoad: i wish scoutmastertoad: i’m so bored i want to slit my wrists and see what happens