hmmm

so this was one of those days.

i started drinking a little earlier then usual for a few reasons im not going to go into. i manage through the first meeting with lots and lots of coffee, then start mixing stuff into the coffee….i come home, freak out for a while….i get little or a whole bunch done work wise…kelly drops my twisted self off at my next meeting….i manage through this one, suddenly feeling a lot better about everything when he tells me how much he loves the logo and the design i’ve made for him. it feels good to do good work. when you’re this over the line you start to wonder about your quality, is it getting better or worse…

anyway.

im going to get about 4 hours of sleep tonight. exhaustion is wearing deep on me and i seem to be on autopilot 90% of the time i’m awake…just pretending to be alive…