internet lonliness

jew2jew4: did you get my email last night?
jew2jew4: did you see how she hated it all over the pillow?
ScoutMassaToad: wait what
jew2jew4: email from me, subject ‘For you’
ScoutMassaToad: oh god
ScoutMassaToad: wait wtf

jew2jew4: i was fucking her doggy style, she squirted on the pillow
ScoutMassaToad: 🙁
jew2jew4: i told her she loved it
jew2jew4: she said ‘No, that’s liquid hate’
ScoutMassaToad: god
ScoutMassaToad: wtf
jew2jew4: lol
jew2jew4: we both figured we should share the hate with you
ScoutMassaToad: yeah im about to share it on crackhore

i don’t even know how to begin to write this post so lets start with a link.

http://www.aiptactical.com/Tactical-_I.html

I finally did it, finally bought it. I talked with the guy JD, a ex marine, super fucking bad ass dude. trains swat teams, etc. i talked with him for 45 minutes, dude is a serious character. we got on the subject of politics too.

anyway, he’s putting together my gun as i type this and will be shipping it hopefully this week. words can not describe the excitement brewing inside me. practically everyone i’ve told has responded in complete horror.

im going to join the NRA when it gets here.

this is the next purchase

as well as this

i’ve decided im probably just going to load it with non lethal rounds but i really want to keep some real shells on site for a potential zombie out break.

maeshipman: well i don’t eat the animals
maeshipman: =)
ScoutMassaToad: i know i know
ScoutMassaToad: they taste so good>:o
maeshipman: but they are treated so terribly!
ScoutMassaToad: thats why they taste so fucking good
ScoutMassaToad: >:o
maeshipman: YOUR FUCKING HORRIBLE
ScoutMassaToad: hahahahahahaha

The possibility of suicide in depressed patients remains during treatment and until significant remission occurs. Therefore, the number of tablets prescribed at any one time should take into account this possibility, and patients with suicidal ideation should never have access to large quantities of trazodone.

i love reading that on wiki about something my docotor just prescribed for me.

i think my doctor is trying to get me to kill myself….

god dude

had to go to the bywater, a really bad area of nola….

there was a sign outside of this tire shop, reminded me of that tire shop on southern

had a huge sign out front that said

THE RULES:
NO LOITERING
NO CRACK SELLING
NO CAT SELLING

i was waiting for the bus and it took me a second to figure out that “no cat selling” means no prositution. i started loling when it hit me and all the dudes turn and start staring.

thank god for on time buses.

OKAY UPDATE —- Carla from Rendeouvz said she has seen this pic and gave me a link, mad props

yeah okay check this shit out.

i am the fucking creepiest guy on the internet. something about my curiosity or whatever…just fucking creepy.

i posted a few weeks ago about this girl i’ve “seen” online

http://www.crackhore.com/?p=1687

i finally msged her and said “hey i saw you, sorry for staring”

she replied with a really friendly response, yeah that was me, yeah i saw you, next time say hi. very cool, actually positive response. next time i see her, she said to come up and act like a friend…shit i know she’ll remember me now…

i should have left it at that. just be like “okay cool, see you soon!”

but i don’t.

i msg her back with a link  back to crackhore with her previous post and a whole…yeah i think i’m just going out of my way to…i dunno….

she seemed nice too, i’m not going to mention what she looks like to avoid persecution.

i’m also banning myself from the internet as of today.

strange
thought i knew you well
thought i had read the sky
thought i had read a change
in your eyes to strange
woke up to a world
that i am not a part
except when i can play
it’s stranger
after all what were you really looking for
and i wonder when will i learn
blue isn’t red everybody knows this

and i wonder when will i learn
when will i learn
guess i was in
deeper than i thought i was
if i have enough love
for the both of us

“just stay”
you said “we’ll build a nest”
so i left my life
tried on your friends
tried on your opinions.
so when the bridges froze
and you did not come home
i put our snowflake
under a microscope
after all what was i really looking for
and i wonder when will i learn
maybe my wish knew better than i did
and i wonder so strange now
i’m finally in
the party has begun
it’s not like i can’t feel you still
but strange what i will leave behind
you call me one more time
but now i must be leaving

whoa