Yay 2 days later, several frustrated hours, we’re back to umm where we were….i kinda reorganized some stuff, not that anyone really cares. My traffic has steadly decreased, along with my content and ideas.
Great.
I still have some visitors, which make me blush and wonder why anyone would keep reading this. Like i was looking through my pic’s today and i was hard pressed to find a picture of me sober with my mouth closed. I mean i guess a website doesn’t have to have a “meaning” it should have a purpose? Blah..
Hmm, it’s been 5 days since i had a drop of alcohol.
By mentioning it on the site, i’m sure to drink tonight but even the idea sounds kinda disgusting most of the time. One hangover too many, i’m putting my gloves down for a while.
I get a lot of weird looks when i’m like “naw i’m not drinking for a while” since most of the people i know havn’t seen me without a beer. I think the real reason is greed. No more fucking bar tabs for a while, toad. Seriously, when you have a tolerance and enough friends who call at 2am to ask you to come drink, it gets expensive.
Sleep.
I love sleep. I’m pretty sure my addiction to sleep started in highschool, the way the pillow felt right after you hit the snooze bar for another “hit” of sleep. But this doesn’t seem to cache out tho. I can hit snooze again and again until it’s 4pm. The bed gets harder and harder to get out of every morning with each Corona that is owned. Then, suddenly, it’s 3pm, you have 15 voicemails on your cellphone, most of them wondering if you’re dead, the inbox has even more shit i need to do…my life now demands me to be awake, not sober, just awake by 9am. Sigh.
Blah, this is getting longer then it intended…
oXMEPHXo: everyone says that, Coke is like windows, everyone hates but its still the top seller on the market